I have learned in life that sometimes there is no answer, no solution, and nothing you can do. You must go with the flow and accept that you are not in control. The ONLY solution is acceptance, whether you want to or not. To give yourself peace with something, you must accept it.
You must accept that your family is crazy, the world is stupid, and evil exists. Then you must understand that it is, in fact, perfect because it can not be any other way than it is right now. Your family, your friends, the world, and stupidity. It is all perfect, and only your resistance to it makes you unhappy.
When you accept that. You are happy. You will find happiness welling up from the earth like a refreshing spring you can draw from whenever you like.
There is a dark side to this, though: as you see how few people are happy, you will feel alone and sad.
With this in mind, to the extent that you find happiness, you will find utter sadness, and the same with anger and joy.
The important thing is intensity. Intensity motivates others; it changes them. People follow charisma, and charismatic people are natural leaders.
The world opposes this; sometimes they call it bipolar. It causes problems in a world that is built to reward stability, inaction, and laziness. The governments, like shepherds, have always wanted their flock tame, slow, dumb, and dependent.
So intensity is dangerous because it is the enemy of sadness, staleness, depression, and darkness. Intensity is followed by chaos. Chaos can not be controlled and, in fact, is a God among men to be feared.
DQuixote 